Many people who left me because I no longer compose music for classical genre. There were quite a small group of fans who liked stuff like Seikkailu Unelma, Viattomuus and even Sopo Merirosvo Kapteeni, maybe Gentle. Some of them wondered where are the (quite) complex orchestra pieces with classical theme?
I don't know either.
The last piece like this style I wrote was for 'Music for Charity', a massive attempt on contemporary symphony. Then of course I co-composed Frozen River and composed Lost. Those two were more of the melodic cinematic style.
Those are it. I have no more good stuff come out. Now my stuff is more of hybrid electro with simple orchestra.
Why? I have no time, no skill and no willpower. Writer's blocks come and go often. I don't have what it takes to do the 'epic' work. Time, I work 2 jobs, day as a system admin and night as a instructor at a school. I don't have the skill to write fully emotional work. Finally I will never have the willpower to squeeze a single drop of creativity out of my hollow skull.
Fuck me, for all shit. I'm useless as fuck.
EDIT: Wow, my music really got people's attention... No way!
Frozen River , lulz thanx 4 the collab dem0lecule...
.... Privacitizen! Yeehaa!
Not bad for a year on NG :D