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- 32, Unspecified
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Formerly elitistinen, KatMaestro is a 9 lives pussycat musician and code kitten. He has harnessed his skills to become the level of a master. You are free to use his music, and Kat will be very pleased if you properly credit him! :3
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Level 10 Blank Slate
Ranked as Civilian
I managed to wake up early and spare sometime for this update before work start.
First of all I really sorry for all the unresponded messages you had sent to me. As I am currently stuck between limbo and reality. My music career is being jeopardized, and that's just the tip of the iceberg I am heading to. Life as I knew has left behind.
My father is currently in last stage of cancer. Doc said he only has a month or so to live. We tried everything from chemo to radiation. My family and I have spent so much in effort to save him. Whatever conflict I had with my father is past. I throw all my savings into taking care of him, as now I pay for $2000/month drug that our healthcare system does not cover, and it may help to slow his cancer down.
Before this, I could rent a townhouse without struggling with financial problem. Now I hold up at a $300 room in a freezing basement. I count all my spending through each cent. Every meal I ate. Although I still have my day job, however, the amount of time I spend everyday on taking care of my father cut short my workhour. And therefore I get lesser pays. Less time, less money and less life. And I'm about to lose a family member.
I did not expect the tornado to blow me so far away...
Music composition has always been my main passion and motivation of life. Taking it away is like taking away my soul. As ironic as it gets, it was Life that took away my passion. I had big plans and goals to pursuit my dream. Now it was all shattered. I swore, one day, I shall fulfil this before I leave this world. I just do not know how long I could make it come true.
Fuck you Life, you meanest and cruelest person I ever met. But I attached to you until my last breath. I gotta learn to cope on with Life.
This post is perhaps my lastest and last words, and it will be very long before I have another chance/time to respond.
I will never forget those of you I had crossed paths with on Newgrounds, friends or foes. I had the greatest run in my life and I loved every moment of it.
To those who have good lives - I wish you all Good Luck, and have a great Holiday.
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Total Medals Earned: 44 (From 15 different games.)